an ode of joy

Sun, 10 Apr 2005 17:21:31 GMT

yea, i couldn't help it. my new journal is just_asyouare

add me.

Mon, 04 Apr 2005 03:37:45 GMT

just kidding. this will be the last for this journal.

i want to apologize to anyone i hurt this spring break. ive come to realize a lot about myself this past week. when i came home from baltimore on sunday my little world wasn't the same anymore. and for good reason too. but it took me half the week to realize that it was for a good reason. and while i was fighting with myself, i think i offended a few or a lot of people and i want to apologize.

you dont need to hang out with the same 10 people all the time. you can extend yourself to others while still keeping the friends that you have.

i dont have a problem with anything or anyone and i sincerely apologize to those i hurt earlier this week.

love, meg

Mon, 04 Apr 2005 02:45:17 GMT

im following laurens lead. this is the end of this livejournal. <3<3

Sat, 02 Apr 2005 05:45:02 GMT

aahh messiah was so fricken awesome. i realized a lot of things about life while i was there so even though i didnt want to go , it was worth it. i needed the break, even if it was just barely 24 hours.

after i got home i went shopping i think. or actually i went out to dinner with shay at panera and then jeremy came over and then we went to joes for a bonfire. joes was funnnnn and then i went over gregs till like 2 because i was being dumb. after i left gregs i went to shays because i was supposed to be sleeping there. they (shay lisa casey and devon) were watching eternal sunshine when i arrived, so i decided to kick joey out of the computer room and just go to bed because ive seen that movie like 85 times. plus i had to leave at like 845 to get to school for softball. so i immediately fell asleep and then got up 5 hours later for the softball game. which we won 10-1. and i only screwed up one thing at shortstop. and it wasnt really a big deal because the girl didnt score when i messed up. and it was 10-1 anyway. i secretly wouldn't mind if i played there the rest of the season. after the game i went to work, where garrett and i went outside and then he scraped his elbow up so badly on the street. he was running and he tripped on this rock or something and he was bleeding everywhere/all over me and it was not an enjoyable experience. i think it turned out to be ok though. i worked for an hour and a half, so that gives me 3.5 for this week, but patty was like oh well you can make up the hours by babysitting, and i was like uhh theres 3 more days in this week so i can definitely get 1.5 more hours by then? but whatever, so im babysitting tomorrow afternoon sometime. after i got home, i got a shower and then shay and i went to boscovs to get ben folds tickets but they were already sold out and then we paid like 7 bucks for salads and then went to target where i got a bathing suit and a bag which are both awesome. shay got various random things. then we went to my house and bill and lisa came over and we watched the incredibles. like half an hour into it jeremy greg tony and deppy came over so we restarted it and then phil and ryan came by the end of the movie. everyone left after it was over. the end.

Wed, 30 Mar 2005 05:34:35 GMT

spring break thus far:

i spent easter weekend in

baltimore with the intensity girls. it was a good time, even though we got our butts kicked big time and eventually team drama will kill us all. this is not a good picture, sorry girls.

this is the reason i am the best daughter ever.

sunday night everyone came to

800 people came over and mostly everyone left by 12 but phil dave ryan dylan and tamara stayed till around 1. when my dad came down because we woke him up. good job us. i had like 50 pictures from that night but i didnt feel like waiting for them to load because my computer is slow. so this one has everyone in it. except for the people who hid in the corner all night.

yesterday was yesterday. at 9 i had we had to get the batting cage up, and i dont have any idea how the boys do it so easily because it took us 15 minutes to get one side.

heres us figuring out how to reach the top since we couldn't find a ladder

heres us pulling with all our strength to get the hook to reach the wall. we did this for about 8 minutes

here is success.
after softball i came home and got really mad at the world. shay bill lisa and phil ditched cals to take me out to dinner and then we went over to cals after. it was a good time and then by the time i fell asleep i had stopped hating the world and everything was ok.

i was supposed to go to messiah today after softball but now i am going tomorrow. im glad i didnt go because i did many things today.
1. softball
2. work
3. old navy and cherry hill mall
4. nap
5. dinner with kelly elise and bethany/saw kate and phil there
6. target with the girls to get stuff for florida
7. gregs. i almost didnt go, but im glad i did. even though i still wanted to eff some people up

so now im going to messiah tomorrow after softball.

whats to come of that golden rain?

Mon, 28 Mar 2005 15:32:39 GMT

It doesn't take much
For my heart to break
And you have done it
For what seems the millionth time

Whenever I hear
Of your saving grace
And how you gave your life
In exchange for mine

Sometimes I wonder why you even love me
And why you ever chose to call me child

Then I remember
It's by your sacrifice
I can say that
I am yours and you are mine

It doesn't take much
For me to shed a tear
And you have done so many things
To make me cry
Whenever I think
Of all that I've done wrong
And everything that you have done
To make it right

It doesn't take much
For my heart to break
And you have done it
For what seems the millionth time

Fri, 25 Mar 2005 04:54:50 GMT

im really glad that i don't have to drink with my friends to have fun. thats what i realized tonight. thanks guys

baltimore is tomorrow until sunday and then messiah tuesday-wednesday. hopefully i'll be able to go the beach one day.

my tummy hurts. i think because all ive eaten since yesterday was crap which i haven't really had in a long time. i had 14 cookies last night. and like 2 gallons of ice cream today. plus french fries and root beer...basically the greatest diet ever. oh and koolwhip. coolwhip. coolwip. however you spell it, it used to be my favorite food so i ate like 4 spoonfulls today. you can call me fatty, its ok.

ps i need to get my curfew to not be 1130 anymore. thats my goal for spring break, wish me luck.

math test=hardest test everrrr and thanks mr barton for giving us a test the day we get back from spring break. the ONE day of school before florida. youre the best.

hopefully i see shay in baltimore and hopefully our team doesn't eat eachother alive by the end of the weekend.

atkinson and family put an offer in on a house around the corner from me. who knows if they'll actually get it, but it'd be cool/convenient. wow im so selfish. he paid my 5 extra tonight greg, so since you paid for my icecream and i made 5 extra bucks, we can call it even now.

lisa cassie kate greg cal jeremy bill ryan julia phil tony jess and dep made my life tonight. especially the girls

im considering bringing tony back some cheesecake from baltimore, since he brought me some home last year. and it was really good. ehh the last thing i need right now is cheesecake.

ok end good mood babble now. <3<3

Wed, 23 Mar 2005 04:13:30 GMT

mr brudnicki quote of the day:
"why does molly sound like a man?"

oh man i love math class so much, it makes my day every day. its definitely my favorite class.

baltimore is this weekend!!!!!!

Tue, 22 Mar 2005 03:08:20 GMT

this was the best day ive had in the longest of times

possibly attributed to a combination of:
1. the abundance of sleep i got this weekend
2. greg making me realize what was wrong with me
3. it was mondayyy but not any monday...4 day weeeeek.

ok so basically 1 and 3 had nothing to do with my good mood. maybe number 1 a little bit. but i just wanted to note that it is a 4 day week which is awesome

my day was fantastic.
-i got 10s on all the physics stuff i got back today and we watched bill nye the science guy
-paul gave me the spanish test i had to make up to study from/memorize so i didnt fail
-i have all journal entries done for humanities.
-i finished writing my sociology paper, now i just have to do 1 humanities paper and i have no make up work!!!!!!!!!
-i didnt care that my hair sucked all day
-i got to laugh when greg came to the library for a crossword puzzle but i had taken the last one
-pineapple jelly
-math sub. mr L. yesssssssssssss
-self control
-only -2 on the spanish quiz i had to make up
-i got muffins after school, and a pretzel from ryan, and a hug from shay.
-i enjoyed softball by catching at least 2 fly balls, successfully playing shortstop for 1 inning, and sucking at batting
-volleyball practice was funnnnnnnnnnnn
-and the best part ever was that i sang really loudly the entire way home from volleyball like no one would ever believe.

flashback of the day: throwing grass in the outfield with jrog

Mon, 21 Mar 2005 02:53:22 GMT

friday=softball then work till 8 then i came home and went to bed

saturday=volleyball. 3-6. not one of our better tournaments, but i still love those girls

then i slept for 3 hours and then went to julies with bethany brian brians sister branden elise and glenn

today was church then work for 2 hours then shoprite then sleep from 3-7. i wish i went to ritas, and did some homework.

garrett and i had the best time ever today. we went for a walk..in the rain..which basically meant that we jumped in every puddle on the entire block for at least 3 minutes each. oh but it was a fun time.

tomorrow is 1. school 2. scrimmage 3. volleyball

next weekend is baltimore. im pretty excited to spend a weekend with the girls.

Fri, 18 Mar 2005 03:41:59 GMT

all i have to say is that i better be on the same floor hockey team as cassie at least once tomorrow. or else.

math sub todayyyy

im not setting anymore. probably not ever. my life is over

i did miss li tonight

tomorrow will be crazy...maybe the atkinsons will let me/make me babysit? since everyone is going to be at all night dodgeball.

everyone is going to the beach on saturday and im really jealous since i have to go to volleyball.

im getting tired again. i need to stop

Thu, 17 Mar 2005 03:48:35 GMT

1. i love how kristen turns around and refers to megan keisling (i have no idea how to spell it, sorry) as megan keisling and not just megan. its not like she has to differentiate between her and me, because 1. she doesn't ever talk to me anyway and 2. most of the time she is looking directly at megan keisling and not at me.

2. i got a 6.5/8 on my math test

3. i missed garrett so much, we had a lot of fun today :)

4. i missed greg a lot too, and i didnt realize how long it had been since i was at his house until i got there today and saw his dogs.

5. breakfast this morning

6. softball?

7. english project + humanities project = successful day.

8. i love ms gellar clark basically did our project for us

9. i spoke in sociology today, i was surprised that i had something to say.

10. youth group. <3<3

Wed, 16 Mar 2005 02:32:36 GMT

here i go...about to get myself in trouble again.

unhoorah.

Tue, 15 Mar 2005 02:48:12 GMT

1. megan: tony said yes please be their stalker
2. getting pretzels after school was the best idea ever.
3. i have so much homework/tests to make up from just one day out
4. softball was fun today?
5. LI QUIT.

a tribute to li:

one time he called shay his hero.
one time he gave everyone a hug when we won a tournament and he was handing out medals, and when he got to me he picked me up and spun me around
one time in va beach he told us he was out drinking a lot the night before
one time we took a picture in va beach and he didnt stand close to us so the pic looks like theres a random chinese man
one time he had a big head. oh wait.
one time he wouldn't coach because we were eating too much before a game so he pouted
one time we got in a really big fight because he wouldn't put me in at baltimore
one time he gave molly a concussion when he hit the ball into her head

also heather went home early because everyone was disrespecting her...or was it the other way around..?

whatever , she won't be back until next thursday.

in other news...bye.

Mon, 14 Mar 2005 00:11:51 GMT

ok, sick + pms = the worst week ever. but fortunately last night made up for it. greg jeremy shay and sara cunningham came over for pizzzzzzzza that we made. we=russell and me and my mom

then greg and i went see closing night of 42nd street. shay and sara went too, but we didnt sit with them they just used me for a ride.

i cried all during 42nd street and then more at the end. after i drove home shay and sara and was going to just take greg to phils and then go home buttt when i got to phils there was a lot of cars and i remembered bill saying to come out even if i didnt feel like it so i went in for like 8 minutes and then i had to go home. but im glad i went in because the reason i wasnt going to was dumb.

tournament at five points today. volleyball isn't fun any more because everyone has an attitude and then li and joe hate eachother so that doesn't help anything either.

im avoiding calling the atkinson house right now because ive been too sick to work for the past 4 days and i dont want to make it all up. ok calling now. bye.

Sat, 12 Mar 2005 18:49:11 GMT

ok. my life:

flamerponystan (6:09:12 PM): stop being sick you need to come dilute kristyn and i leave way too many comments in your lj

flamerponystan (1:35:48 PM): think i left enough comments on your lj?
flamerponystan (1:35:51 PM): people were disgusted
supermeg26 (1:35:52 PM): not yet.
flamerponystan (1:36:18 PM): bill ianuzzi who i dont really know posted a comment and his little floof thing is throwing off my groove thang

GOOD JOB MEGAN.

JJD909 (1:33:40 PM): haha your mom called me
JJD909 (1:33:41 PM): greg explained

basically what happened was that my mom accidently called joe dalonzo when she really need to call joe my volleyball coach. so luckily i told karen that i wasnt going to practice since my mom never actually talked to my coach.

did li say how many teams/if there were play offs?

Fri, 11 Mar 2005 21:33:27 GMT

sometimes i fool myself into thinking that you can read my mind.

Thu, 10 Mar 2005 00:01:15 GMT

+breakfast this morning/tony and TAMARA came (and bethany and lauren and shay)(and jeremy and ryan)
-greg didnt come/breakfast burritos had sausage in them aka i couldn't eat them.
+but it was ok because i had raisin bran instead
-hardest physics test i ever took/failed.
-did even worse on the english test
+no spanish homework for the 80th day in a row.
+didnt present humanities project again
-probably will have to go tomorrow when i'll have no voice due to me being sick
+i like eating lunch with greg and lisa
+i figured out that if i start my math homework in lunch i'll have time to talk to julie and janine at the end of study hall
+julie and janine are in my study hall
+a secret plus from study hall that i can't share with anyone but is still worth me mentioning it
+100 on my math test. ive already said that in here but its still awesome.
-math is getting way harder
+but i understand it so far
+krysten makes me laugh so much in math because mr brudnicki hates her
-sociology is actually really boring
-kelly and tara hate eachother at softball and put me in the middle of it.
+hank loves me
-mr mulvhill yelled at us today for not running long enough and mr k yelled at me for pitching wrong to melissa.
-felt like dying at softball
-wanted to ask atkinson something but didnt want to seem stalkerish of the boys volleyball team so i didnt.
+watched the end of shes all that after practice.
+longest hottest shower ever
-patty is going to be mad when i tell her that i can't work 2 hours on sunday like we had planned due to my volleyball tournament. CRAP.
----IM SICK
+++++greg.

flashback of the day: suzanne kuder rode her bike to my house to bring me ice cream to cheer me up one time either freshman year or that summer

Wed, 09 Mar 2005 02:03:05 GMT

ok so all i did were the journal entries and its 9:00 now, so im going to bed. maybe i'll clean my room when i get up there , but probably not.

BREAKFAST TOMORROW.<3

Wed, 09 Mar 2005 00:18:42 GMT

dear God,
please melt the snow away.
love, meg

i was in a really bitchy mood today. actually the whole week.

softball was much better today because it was actual exercise. well, as much as softball can be exercise. when we bat in the back gym we just stand around the whole time. at least in the front gym youre moving around a little. i wish i went for a run yesterday.

tonight i have 3 hours with no distractions. aka no greg. heres what i plan to accomplish:
1. catch up on humanities journal entries
2. sociology paper #3
3. look over humanities project
4. study for english
5. clean up my room

byye.

Tue, 08 Mar 2005 02:56:32 GMT

i should probably stop pretending that i sometimes hate greg. its not very nice of me..

today was the last day of 20 minute classes. and YES I GOT A 100 ON MY MATH TEST. its good because the stuff we are doing now is looking to be impossible for me to grasp. i did a lot today...
1. my mom made me do stuff before school
2. gregs
3. school
4. softball
5. drive around with greg lisa dan phil and kate
6. volleyball
7. sociology paper

oh wait number 7 didnt actually happen. and never will.

i dont like my hair. i can't do anything with it for softball/volleyball.

speaking of volleyball. li is such a sore loser. if he starts to lose he proceeds to kill the ball inside the 10ft line as hard as he can so he can ensure that his team will get a point. i decided to punch him while he wasnt looking. not actually punch him. but he was standing a good 2 and a half feet from me with his back turned and i punched the air in his direction. basically im really immature

Sat, 05 Mar 2005 19:43:32 GMT

that was the hardest thing ive ever had to sit through. adam is an unbelievably strong person

Sat, 05 Mar 2005 13:37:43 GMT

i started off the day with raisin bran at shays. bridget came. after was school where the highlight of my day was the vinnie and i were wearing the same third try shirt. the worst part was where i learned that krysten and molly were both absent from math on the same day. however so was i, so i missed the excitement of this great event. after school we had fca for like 5 minutes and then i stalked the boys volleyball practice with lauren. i went to 7-11 because i was starving and then had softball practice. the hardest part about it was running for 5 minutes at the beginning of practice. aka not hard. after practice i took bridget and sara home and then went to shays for more raisin bran. greg was in one of those moods, you know, those. i love him like that. 42nd street was amaaaaaaazing. im so glad i have tickets for closing night. greg and i went to his house and it was a big reunion. /not really. im the only one that thought that since i havent seen his parents for 2 weeks. but karla is home and then brian came over. big party.

im nervous about today.

Thu, 03 Mar 2005 14:47:23 GMT

if i had talked to you ever:

1. the messiah coach calleddddddddddddddddddddd last night
2. bowling pins weigh 3 pounds 6 ounces.
3. sorry breakfast was inedible
4. i applied for 2 jobs that i probably won't get
5. im glad i went to church last night
6. i probably am going to penn state
7. li thinks he can have a practice on a friday
8. softball is just going to be a meeting on friday
9. im nervous about going to the service on saturday
10. this tuesday the guy who runs bowling got to the point where he realized he hates kids and started flipping out at everyone
11. i need to do the 3rd sociology paper
and 12. i really want to watch that movie
13. i used shays mom as a reference on my job apps and i would have used yours but i was nervous to
14.i have to call the coach back but she calledd
15. and wants me to go visit
16. i have to tell atkinson
17. i havent seen garrett in a week, and i miss him a lot
18. this is our last week of our after school hang out sessions
19. i miss you

Thu, 03 Mar 2005 02:44:36 GMT

well, karen is home. i wish i could see her.

field trip to washington dc with humanities class today. i realized how much i miss being with alex and greg together.

i miss the way things were.