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01:21pm 10/04/2005
  yea, i couldn't help it. my new journal is just_asyouare

add me.		  
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11:18pm 03/04/2005
  just kidding. this will be the last for this journal.

i want to apologize to anyone i hurt this spring break. ive come to realize a lot about myself this past week. when i came home from baltimore on sunday my little world wasn't the same anymore. and for good reason too. but it took me half the week to realize that it was for a good reason. and while i was fighting with myself, i think i offended a few or a lot of people and i want to apologize.

you dont need to hang out with the same 10 people all the time. you can extend yourself to others while still keeping the friends that you have.

i dont have a problem with anything or anyone and i sincerely apologize to those i hurt earlier this week.

love, meg		  
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10:45pm 03/04/2005
  im following laurens lead. this is the end of this livejournal. <3<3  
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12:21am 02/04/2005
  aahh messiah was so fricken awesome. i realized a lot of things about life while i was there so even though i didnt want to go , it was worth it. i needed the break, even if it was just barely 24 hours.

after i got home i went shopping i think. or actually i went out to dinner with shay at panera and then jeremy came over and then we went to joes for a bonfire. joes was funnnnn and then i went over gregs till like 2 because i was being dumb. after i left gregs i went to shays because i was supposed to be sleeping there. they (shay lisa casey and devon) were watching eternal sunshine when i arrived, so i decided to kick joey out of the computer room and just go to bed because ive seen that movie like 85 times. plus i had to leave at like 845 to get to school for softball. so i immediately fell asleep and then got up 5 hours later for the softball game. which we won 10-1. and i only screwed up one thing at shortstop. and it wasnt really a big deal because the girl didnt score when i messed up. and it was 10-1 anyway. i secretly wouldn't mind if i played there the rest of the season. after the game i went to work, where garrett and i went outside and then he scraped his elbow up so badly on the street. he was running and he tripped on this rock or something and he was bleeding everywhere/all over me and it was not an enjoyable experience. i think it turned out to be ok though. i worked for an hour and a half, so that gives me 3.5 for this week, but patty was like oh well you can make up the hours by babysitting, and i was like uhh theres 3 more days in this week so i can definitely get 1.5 more hours by then? but whatever, so im babysitting tomorrow afternoon sometime. after i got home, i got a shower and then shay and i went to boscovs to get ben folds tickets but they were already sold out and then we paid like 7 bucks for salads and then went to target where i got a bathing suit and a bag which are both awesome. shay got various random things. then we went to my house and bill and lisa came over and we watched the incredibles. like half an hour into it jeremy greg tony and deppy came over so we restarted it and then phil and ryan came by the end of the movie. everyone left after it was over. the end.		  
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11:58pm 29/03/2005
  spring break thus far:

i spent easter weekend in ( baltimore )

sunday night everyone came to ( my house )

yesterday was yesterday. at 9 i had ( softball )
after softball i came home and got really mad at the world. shay bill lisa and phil ditched cals to take me out to dinner and then we went over to cals after. it was a good time and then by the time i fell asleep i had stopped hating the world and everything was ok.

i was supposed to go to messiah today after softball but now i am going tomorrow. im glad i didnt go because i did many things today.
1. softball
2. work
3. old navy and cherry hill mall
4. nap
5. dinner with kelly elise and bethany/saw kate and phil there
6. target with the girls to get stuff for florida
7. gregs. i almost didnt go, but im glad i did. even though i still wanted to eff some people up

so now im going to messiah tomorrow after softball.

whats to come of that golden rain?		  
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10:31am 28/03/2005
  It doesn't take much
For my heart to break
And you have done it
For what seems the millionth time

Whenever I hear
Of your saving grace
And how you gave your life
In exchange for mine

Sometimes I wonder why you even love me
And why you ever chose to call me child

Then I remember
It's by your sacrifice
I can say that
I am yours and you are mine

It doesn't take much
For me to shed a tear
And you have done so many things
To make me cry
Whenever I think
Of all that I've done wrong
And everything that you have done
To make it right

It doesn't take much
For my heart to break
And you have done it
For what seems the millionth time		  
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11:36pm 24/03/2005
  im really glad that i don't have to drink with my friends to have fun. thats what i realized tonight. thanks guys

baltimore is tomorrow until sunday and then messiah tuesday-wednesday. hopefully i'll be able to go the beach one day.

my tummy hurts. i think because all ive eaten since yesterday was crap which i haven't really had in a long time. i had 14 cookies last night. and like 2 gallons of ice cream today. plus french fries and root beer...basically the greatest diet ever. oh and koolwhip. coolwhip. coolwip. however you spell it, it used to be my favorite food so i ate like 4 spoonfulls today. you can call me fatty, its ok.

ps i need to get my curfew to not be 1130 anymore. thats my goal for spring break, wish me luck.

math test=hardest test everrrr and thanks mr barton for giving us a test the day we get back from spring break. the ONE day of school before florida. youre the best.

hopefully i see shay in baltimore and hopefully our team doesn't eat eachother alive by the end of the weekend.

atkinson and family put an offer in on a house around the corner from me. who knows if they'll actually get it, but it'd be cool/convenient. wow im so selfish. he paid my 5 extra tonight greg, so since you paid for my icecream and i made 5 extra bucks, we can call it even now.

lisa cassie kate greg cal jeremy bill ryan julia phil tony jess and dep made my life tonight. especially the girls

im considering bringing tony back some cheesecake from baltimore, since he brought me some home last year. and it was really good. ehh the last thing i need right now is cheesecake.

ok end good mood babble now. <3<3		  
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11:11pm 22/03/2005
  mr brudnicki quote of the day:
"why does molly sound like a man?"

oh man i love math class so much, it makes my day every day. its definitely my favorite class.

baltimore is this weekend!!!!!!		  
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09:52pm 21/03/2005
  this was the best day ive had in the longest of times

possibly attributed to a combination of:
1. the abundance of sleep i got this weekend
2. greg making me realize what was wrong with me
3. it was mondayyy but not any monday...4 day weeeeek.

ok so basically 1 and 3 had nothing to do with my good mood. maybe number 1 a little bit. but i just wanted to note that it is a 4 day week which is awesome

my day was fantastic.
-i got 10s on all the physics stuff i got back today and we watched bill nye the science guy
-paul gave me the spanish test i had to make up to study from/memorize so i didnt fail
-i have all journal entries done for humanities.
-i finished writing my sociology paper, now i just have to do 1 humanities paper and i have no make up work!!!!!!!!!
-i didnt care that my hair sucked all day
-i got to laugh when greg came to the library for a crossword puzzle but i had taken the last one
-pineapple jelly
-math sub. mr L. yesssssssssssss
-self control
-only -2 on the spanish quiz i had to make up
-i got muffins after school, and a pretzel from ryan, and a hug from shay.
-i enjoyed softball by catching at least 2 fly balls, successfully playing shortstop for 1 inning, and sucking at batting
-volleyball practice was funnnnnnnnnnnn
-and the best part ever was that i sang really loudly the entire way home from volleyball like no one would ever believe.

flashback of the day: throwing grass in the outfield with jrog		  
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09:32pm 20/03/2005
  friday=softball then work till 8 then i came home and went to bed

saturday=volleyball. 3-6. not one of our better tournaments, but i still love those girls

then i slept for 3 hours and then went to julies with bethany brian brians sister branden elise and glenn

today was church then work for 2 hours then shoprite then sleep from 3-7. i wish i went to ritas, and did some homework.

garrett and i had the best time ever today. we went for a walk..in the rain..which basically meant that we jumped in every puddle on the entire block for at least 3 minutes each. oh but it was a fun time.

tomorrow is 1. school 2. scrimmage 3. volleyball

next weekend is baltimore. im pretty excited to spend a weekend with the girls.		  
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10:37pm 17/03/2005
  all i have to say is that i better be on the same floor hockey team as cassie at least once tomorrow. or else.

math sub todayyyy

im not setting anymore. probably not ever. my life is over

i did miss li tonight

tomorrow will be crazy...maybe the atkinsons will let me/make me babysit? since everyone is going to be at all night dodgeball.

everyone is going to the beach on saturday and im really jealous since i have to go to volleyball.

im getting tired again. i need to stop		  
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10:41pm 16/03/2005
  1. i love how kristen turns around and refers to megan keisling (i have no idea how to spell it, sorry) as megan keisling and not just megan. its not like she has to differentiate between her and me, because 1. she doesn't ever talk to me anyway and 2. most of the time she is looking directly at megan keisling and not at me.

2. i got a 6.5/8 on my math test

3. i missed garrett so much, we had a lot of fun today :)

4. i missed greg a lot too, and i didnt realize how long it had been since i was at his house until i got there today and saw his dogs.

5. breakfast this morning

6. softball?

7. english project + humanities project = successful day.

8. i love ms gellar clark basically did our project for us

9. i spoke in sociology today, i was surprised that i had something to say.

10. youth group. <3<3		  
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09:31pm 15/03/2005
  here i go...about to get myself in trouble again.

unhoorah.		  
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09:34pm 14/03/2005
  1. megan: tony said yes please be their stalker
2. getting pretzels after school was the best idea ever.
3. i have so much homework/tests to make up from just one day out
4. softball was fun today?
5. LI QUIT.

a tribute to li:

one time he called shay his hero.
one time he gave everyone a hug when we won a tournament and he was handing out medals, and when he got to me he picked me up and spun me around
one time in va beach he told us he was out drinking a lot the night before
one time we took a picture in va beach and he didnt stand close to us so the pic looks like theres a random chinese man
one time he had a big head. oh wait.
one time he wouldn't coach because we were eating too much before a game so he pouted
one time we got in a really big fight because he wouldn't put me in at baltimore
one time he gave molly a concussion when he hit the ball into her head

also heather went home early because everyone was disrespecting her...or was it the other way around..?

whatever , she won't be back until next thursday.

in other news...bye.		  
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07:01pm 13/03/2005
  ok, sick + pms = the worst week ever. but fortunately last night made up for it. greg jeremy shay and sara cunningham came over for pizzzzzzzza that we made. we=russell and me and my mom

then greg and i went see closing night of 42nd street. shay and sara went too, but we didnt sit with them they just used me for a ride.

i cried all during 42nd street and then more at the end. after i drove home shay and sara and was going to just take greg to phils and then go home buttt when i got to phils there was a lot of cars and i remembered bill saying to come out even if i didnt feel like it so i went in for like 8 minutes and then i had to go home. but im glad i went in because the reason i wasnt going to was dumb.

tournament at five points today. volleyball isn't fun any more because everyone has an attitude and then li and joe hate eachother so that doesn't help anything either.

im avoiding calling the atkinson house right now because ive been too sick to work for the past 4 days and i dont want to make it all up. ok calling now. bye.		  
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01:39pm 12/03/2005
  ok. my life:

flamerponystan (6:09:12 PM): stop being sick you need to come dilute kristyn and i leave way too many comments in your lj

flamerponystan (1:35:48 PM): think i left enough comments on your lj?
flamerponystan (1:35:51 PM): people were disgusted
supermeg26 (1:35:52 PM): not yet.
flamerponystan (1:36:18 PM): bill ianuzzi who i dont really know posted a comment and his little floof thing is throwing off my groove thang

GOOD JOB MEGAN.



JJD909 (1:33:40 PM): haha your mom called me
JJD909 (1:33:41 PM): greg explained

basically what happened was that my mom accidently called joe dalonzo when she really need to call joe my volleyball coach. so luckily i told karen that i wasnt going to practice since my mom never actually talked to my coach.

did li say how many teams/if there were play offs?		  
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04:32pm 11/03/2005
  sometimes i fool myself into thinking that you can read my mind.  
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06:47pm 09/03/2005
  +breakfast this morning/tony and TAMARA came (and bethany and lauren and shay)(and jeremy and ryan)
-greg didnt come/breakfast burritos had sausage in them aka i couldn't eat them.
+but it was ok because i had raisin bran instead
-hardest physics test i ever took/failed.
-did even worse on the english test
+no spanish homework for the 80th day in a row.
+didnt present humanities project again
-probably will have to go tomorrow when i'll have no voice due to me being sick
+i like eating lunch with greg and lisa
+i figured out that if i start my math homework in lunch i'll have time to talk to julie and janine at the end of study hall
+julie and janine are in my study hall
+a secret plus from study hall that i can't share with anyone but is still worth me mentioning it
+100 on my math test. ive already said that in here but its still awesome.
-math is getting way harder
+but i understand it so far
+krysten makes me laugh so much in math because mr brudnicki hates her
-sociology is actually really boring
-kelly and tara hate eachother at softball and put me in the middle of it.
+hank loves me
-mr mulvhill yelled at us today for not running long enough and mr k yelled at me for pitching wrong to melissa.
-felt like dying at softball
-wanted to ask atkinson something but didnt want to seem stalkerish of the boys volleyball team so i didnt.
+watched the end of shes all that after practice.
+longest hottest shower ever
-patty is going to be mad when i tell her that i can't work 2 hours on sunday like we had planned due to my volleyball tournament. CRAP.
----IM SICK
+++++greg.

flashback of the day: suzanne kuder rode her bike to my house to bring me ice cream to cheer me up one time either freshman year or that summer		  
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08:58pm 08/03/2005
  ok so all i did were the journal entries and its 9:00 now, so im going to bed. maybe i'll clean my room when i get up there , but probably not.

BREAKFAST TOMORROW.<3		  
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07:10pm 08/03/2005
  dear God,
please melt the snow away.
love, meg

i was in a really bitchy mood today. actually the whole week.

softball was much better today because it was actual exercise. well, as much as softball can be exercise. when we bat in the back gym we just stand around the whole time. at least in the front gym youre moving around a little. i wish i went for a run yesterday.

tonight i have 3 hours with no distractions. aka no greg. heres what i plan to accomplish:
1. catch up on humanities journal entries
2. sociology paper #3
3. look over humanities project
4. study for english
5. clean up my room

byye.		  
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